stayed at home for the whole day today , i'm bored ,stressed suddenly and confused ! howhowhow ? okay , i didnt regret goin for lion dance yesterday . quarrels are worht it lur hor ? now i got sufficient cash to get another pack of ciggarettes . hais , i wana quit manzzzz .. but if i do , its like something losing all over my body , one puff and its like everything restored backk that kinda feeling , weird eh ?

went down for a short walk just now , wanted to see if theres any interesting movies to rent and watch . but then the shop was not open , so .. help father buy bread and another pack of sweets for myself . saw esther and simin downstairs just now too . hmm , i wana go play candles with avriel and jieru . but then lazy to go also leh .. hahas , never realised that today's lantern festival or wad . & i'm waiting , waiting and still waiting for the right time for .. something ..