we did so many things we've did out of fun , temptation and all . people adviced us , said we'll ruin ourself by doing this , but we didnt give a damn . so what ? we thought we were just doing it for fun .
till yesterday , when we were all caught and there's no more way for us to turn back ..

mum and dad , i'm sorry . i know i've disappointed both of you time and again . whatever you decide to do to me this time , i think i will have to just go along with it . i knew you cared for me , but i did things without thinking of consequences ..

claudia and charlene . they might prevent me from meeting the two of you again . i just have to say sorry . i really dont know what will happen next . i really love the two of you alot . we might have negative thinkings of each other everytime . claudia , i admit talking bad about your attitude and all before . i'm sorry .. seeing the two for you cry and all yesterday makes my heart really ache . please dont do anything stupid to yourself again okay ? lets all quit sniffing glue okay ...

baby ... i thought you would have definately leave me yesterday . i thought you would not forgive me already . thanks for everything . i know i lied to you , not once but twice . i dont know what will come next . you're someone that i really really love alot and for so long .. i always kept in my mind , i didnt believe you .. i dont know how to explain everything now . just want to apologise for lying to you and i love you (: