5th, and last Goodbye

Climbing out, on the way out. I'm not falling, don't want to fall again.
Hold them back, be brave. It'll all be over soon.

English MYE tmr, I hope I can cope. Want to have a good rest today. Made a decision today, unbelievable one. I /hope i won't break down. Think back, been happening for so many times.
Don't want to be the one being drowning in tears time and again.

/I'll miss you, so much .
i want to let go, please....