I really feel like stabbing all those fucking people around me that i hate so much again and again with a knife. Like what the fuck's wrong with you people man. YOU are giving me damn cold shoulders again and again with no fucking reasons. How are supposed to continue. Yeah, go on with all the stuff you can while i just can watch and not do anything. I'm always in the wrong, ALWAYS.
WHY WHY WHY must EVERYONE of you critisize each other over and over again. we split up, get together, split up. hate each other. Where am i suppose to stand now ?
Stop giving me fcuking calls and then suddenly appearing in front of me.
I really really hope you would just shut that damn offensive mouth of yours. You're repeating again and again. Not happy ah, Fucking DISOWN me and throw me out. I hate you, to the coreeeee.
All i can do is tahan, tahan, tahan. I'm gona burst someday!
I'm so confused,
Someone I love and trust so much turn out to be hating me all along.
Right, they were correct two different world, i'm/ useless, belong to the rubbish dump
I don't know what the hell's between us, not progressing. Suddenly felt nothing, then thing you're really important. Why, are you alwasy like that! / b, i can't be myself around you, i'm sorry! i don't know how to socialise, i feel so odd with your friends! Another fucking incident just happen today,
dont want to lose you, feel like i can do it without you, think i'm gona die without you, think i lost out too much because of you, ........./ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YET I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S IN MY MIND NOW! BaBY! SORRY,
Think i'm gona drop, confirm gona drop. can't climb up like the others can, can't....
try my best, nobody's seeing that, stop scolding me!
Cs, can we back together like last time again. can't you all remember when we could run around with each other and laughing at stupid stuffs again and again. Can we start understandign each other and stop all the hating.

i'm gona die, die! i can't breathe! i'm stabbering! shaking shaky! @#$%^&
don't want to die, i want to start over );