Love's so weird, what i always wished for previously did came true, and not what I really want now.

My body's acting weird nowadays, suddenly i feel really active, then i feel like sleeping. After that i get this real headache. And then I'm fine later on.
Met baby today, chat and all at his house before heading to Redhill market. Nothing much to post about. I hate how my father's treating me ):
Just did some of the coursework, think will be able to finish it by tomorrow.

Should i get a job? Or maybe see how it goes after mother agrees to the $100 deal? Haha, just afraid i won't be able to cope with everything if i really get a job.