wtf ! mother's a fucker . i hate her , she says we're gona go to malaysia for a week ! i cant even have anytime to relax or spend time with my friends. i hate her lah . @#$%^& if i have a choice now . i'd rather leave this house and survive on my own somehow . i really hate this family ... i feel so miserable now , someone tell me what to do ? i think i'm gona quarrel with them like fuck later on

holidays have came ! and i got no acticities on , how boring 0; mother still havent returned my phone ! where got such things de , sim card get locked and have to take so long just to unlock it ? or shes just finding some kind of excuse not to return me ? i'm so boredd , stayed at home the whole day today . cousins came over for steamboat and went home . all i did was play , eat sleep , wake up , watch tv , sleep , play com , sleep

casselyn wants to find a job , i want to work till my pockets are full of money . cause i am really very poor right now ! i have many things i want to do . like trimming my eyebrown that looks like shit . shopping with friends . going to high class restuarant and eat high class food with friends(: should i get a lip piercing ? go by all means and dont care what the hell's the consequences ? cause now , i wana sprint towards my freedom

should i , or should i not go to malaysia during the holidays ? i want to , but i dont want to ! hahas , i wana find a part time job as fast as i can .. anybody can intro ? i hope i can get my phone back soon . i need to have connections , music and more ! another thing . got ppr today , my overall percentage only 26.85% leh .. how ? confirm drop le lah , hais

today after school went to peiqi house with simin after she cut her hair . bought 'white chocolate dream' at coffee bean . i shouldnt have ! could have bought a pack of tabacco instead ): slack at peiqi's house and claudia came too , followed by esther . went to aircon ate . then watched others played soccer nearby . after that home ~ sili's at my house now . hahas :D

:D i'm at ng sili's house right now . went to safra to swim previously and disturbed the lifeguard . was f. funny ! hahas , stupid lifeguard , only know how to act cool ~ some pictures of me and sili quite some time ago ..

hahas , this was the day and reason we got suspended from school . realise that shes wearing pants ? we didnt want to wear the long skirt principal offered us , so we wore the guys pants instead :x

this ones at safra after we swam .
josie didnt come to school today ): made me so bored throughout the day in class . nobody to entertain , and the whole class seemed quiet too . if she comes tmr , sili says that their gona go geliare to eat ice cream ! i wana go too if i have the money . seriously , i need a job ! $5 a day offered by mother is really not enough . working can help me spend more of my time doing useful things ? hahas , exams are coming already . i'm afraid i'm gona faillllllll ~ i wana go to malaysia again , its kinda better there , only thats its really bored when they dont have many places to go and slack around . unless you have a licence to drive and go anywhere you want (:

malaysia again . theres this 'funfair' near grandma's house during the night for some kind of celebration for ghost festival . went there with cousins last night , i think i'm going again tonight . nope , i confirm gona go . i wana seee youuu :D i think i'm gona get my phone back next week hopefully .sisters and me should be back to sg by tmr , soooo see you friends (:

just had a bathe , i feel so much better . i'm gona be sick ! or should i say , i'm sick already ~ down with running nose , sore throat and a little fever . uh , been a long time since i was sick. i still went to school today , fetched sili too . gosh , i got 8/100 for chinese :x howhowhow ? then teacher said i havent took my chinese oral yet , i'm really lazy and dont feel like going . since i'm failing so many subjects alr , maybe i should just fail . cause if i wana pull up my results to a pass , its kinda impossible . so , byebye express ~ i wana move house to somewhere further from this place ): i dont wana stay in newtown also ..



i remember tearing once when someone finally paid attention to me . well , good things never last . most of the guys are always like that . friends ? who to trust , long term friends . are the start of friendships always have to being betraying without realising it ? or maybe thats just not a real friend. .

hello , here to post again . dont really have the mood to go swim to day , but if mother allows me to go at about 8 , i guess i'm going ? biology's funny today . with ms susan wong talking about the human reproductive system . i cant really remember anything , but our class weren't supposed to laugh . so those people that really couldnt control just hide their faces and started laughing ? hahas , i'm kinda looking forward to next bio class (: i think i'm gona get below 10 for chinese test today ~ life is so bored bodoh ! i wana go out and get highhh !~

lalalala , hey yo people ~ i twisted my neck terribly yesterday night cos i slept in a wrong position . so i went around the school today looking so stiff , or tilting my head to the side like a retard without realising it -.- i wonder when my sim card's gona be ready , its been day already~
feels weird not being able to contact people once and again .i'm hugging the pooh bear that me and claudia caught right now , so i can rest my neck on it , lols . ohya , today .. after school went over to dawson to meet claudia , got tabacco and went over to ho swee . slacked and eat a while and homed at about 5 .

hmm .. i've decided to renew my blog . i guess i'm gona stop here and edit the template again when i have more time , patience and help . nope , i havent deleted all my past posts yet . its still saved in somewhere , those are like damn precious (: today's gona be another day at home , i need tabacco people ! i did some of my homework out of boredom . maybe gona go swim later with sili at safra .