Ya.. I know my blog's really boring with all these wordy posts.
Haha, I can't fall asleep! Gona look for xb later I guess.
After that chu shi! So excited, haven't went for like months already.

No school today, cause.... Tired luh.
Friend's are obsesed with with the $2 beehoon and chicken cutlet at a restaurant called "Back to the 60's" located somewhere at hoswee.
Woke up at 3pm today. Just to hope mum will be happy,
Sweep, Mop, Hanged the clothes, Look after Nice till Yen came back.
Met Yongjie at Hoswee for lan, ate, Jervoice with Caiyan and co.
And..... met Claudia and Charlene after they finished working. Slack, home. Can't sleep!

Her, Me, Them

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Promise, swear, iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

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Lies, Flirt, Wrong doings

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Fadefadefade,

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Bastard

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Guess who?

How i wish i could just self-declare holidays already. Not interested bout my results at all. Although I already do for most of the papers.
Fancy misunderstanding and thinking I won't want to come home anymore just because dad didn't understand me trying to say I want to stay out late and end up staying over at Grand's

June hurry! Need to club like mad! Need to catch up with friends! Need to work for money! Need to start overrrr!

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Maybe I can.............
Haha, just finished doing housework ayeee
Sweeping the floor, clearing the dust and mop mop mop.

Blasting songs like mad now.
I missssssssssssssssssssssss youuuuuuuuu

I like grandpa :D Cause he gave me money . Hahaha
I sound so bad. I'm so bored... I don't want to leave Singapore, really don't want to go!
Somebody help me......... Go steal my passport or whatsoever ,,,,,,, Gogogo !

Happy Birthday Grandpa.
Lol, how stupid. I feel so filial and obedient to come over to grandma's. When everybody has finished celebrating and gone home. I want to stay in Singapore during the school holidays ); sad

My dog just swallowed a whole drumstick bone from the dustbin and cry and cry like she's going to die.
Haha, suddenly just vomit the whole bone out. damn disgusting. And guess what. She still wants to eat it.

Happy (: (: (:

Well, I expected to fall. Who'll thought it'll be this easy. I'm well (:
Although Mother's Day ain't that joyful. Getting into lockup as well. At least its way better then feeling sadsadsadsad .
I like yesterday a lot. Being woken up by that Charlene at 8am and walking over to her house. Gambling, winning $$ and to the lanshop. Dining at Griller's and usual chatting/ slacking and all for a short perioud of time before heading back to the lan shop for L4D with group of friends.

Reaching home at 9. Sneaking out at 12 again with x.b to Jasper's party. Happy Birthday btw (:

My love, Avriel met me today! Accompanied me to TiongBahru till about 8 before she came over to my place. She freaking slam the toilet door on my dog's leg, cause my dog's too active -. Thats her reason for being afraid. Haha, dinner with mother and siblings after that while Avriel went home.

So, Sili's house after school yesterday, Grandma's today.
Aunt brought siblings and me for shopping.
Didnt bought much stuff, except for a bag at U.R.S? Not really sure if i spelt it correctly.
Gona study later? I guess, lol (:

I don't know what to say, do now..
I know I've disappointed time and again, ..
Hope my results will be, good?
/i feel so confused, i don't know the reason that i'm here in this world anymore. its like, not much difference without me.

Can't say "B, I'm awake, are you?"
Lonely mornings, or should say afternoon.
Claudia, Charlene, Simin, Gladys, Sili, Josie, Yongjie, hurry wake up ):
I need to talk

Found myself asking and asking again.
I wake up like a corpse, sleep with dreams I hope I'd never wake up from.
Flashbacks keep coming.
Valentines, questions I always wanted to ask.
I'm sorry, can't trust you enough to satisfy.
You wanted time to forget, I gave you time.
I was so disappointed in first anni.
Zouk. When I thought everythings gona be over, I was ready. really ready.
But you came back like nothing happened. How can you ignore me for 2 days and then ....
Remember when you said if you never came out?
Asked me to find someone else better, forget about us..
I thought it'd be easy, but I still can bear to drop this relationship that I wished for every birthday, every shooting stars, everything that could be wished for.
I accompanied you there, watching the last of you, I'll wait here, ...
But you came out. So happy, you said you'll treat me better.
Yeah, guess you did, for 3 or 4 days. Then forget that even happened before..
"Ru guo ming tian ke yi chu lai..Wo.. yao dui ni... Hen hao.."
Seeing those dreamy eyes of yours, I smiled (:
You didn't keep your words.
I watch you walking towards the end of the cliff, Don't go, don't go. I always say in my mind.
Didnt dared to say anything, how am i supposed to stop you.

"Forget, not worth, not worth it at all."